mormons, mormons everywhere

here I am sitting in the Salt Lake City, Utah and this is the first free hour I have in a long time to sit, surf friends blogs and think about life. The only sucky thing is I paid 5 bucks for this internet. I better make this blog worth it.

I have been enjoying reading Kori and Lisa's blog and as they contemplate our living situation in Canada and try to relate that to the experience we just had in Uganda. I would echo every word that they have said so far, so there is no reason for me to delve into the, I hate to say it, cliche comments about how we have so much and they have so little. For some reason it is so easy to shrug those type of words off as cliche and to forget what they are communicating before we finish reading them. John has asked me to talk for a couple minutes about my experience at ignite this weekend, so I want to try and bring a fresh approach to talking about the experience of visiting a third world country.

I am continually frustrated when I think about what I can actually do to help the people I interacted with. They had already been given the only thing that has any meaning and importance; the message and love of Jesus Christ. What more can I bring apart from the luxuries of the western world and basically money? Don't get me wrong, our trip was definetely not in vain. The spiritual encouragement on both sides far outweighed any cost of the trip to get there. Sure, we built them a playgroud, worked on their school, taught them and brought them things that they could not afford, but the trip meant so much more. We were able to strengthen their hope in the one true God, the only one that they have to rely on, trust and confide in. The only thing that gets them through their long, hungry days.
But let me go back to the question: what more can I bring them?
When we go and take with us these 'things,' and by things I mean our VBS program, the soccer balls, the jerseys, the pencil cases etc etc. These are not bad things, but are we not taking them the things that have so corrupted our own society, turning it away from trusting in our God to provide? What are communicating to the young children in Africa? That these things bring happiness? Do we help those in Africa by trying to make their lives like ours? I'm not so sure.

Hopefully you can see my thought struggle here, and I'm sure there is no easy answer. For those who don't know, I am coming home this weekend for a visit. Maybe I'll get to see you.